I’m tired of crying all the time because you make me feel like shit

when I do nothing wrong.

NOTHING.

When is someone gonna finally see things from MY point of view?

REALLY?!

I’m always the one to fuck up,

I’m always the one to say something offensive or hurtful.

I’m always the one dealing with everyone elses bullshit.

I’m always the one getting treated like shit because I’m to nice to say anything.

I’m always looking out for everyone, making sure everyone else is happy

and feeling good.

WHEN THE FUCK IS SOMEONE GOING TO DO THAT FOR ME?

When is someone gonna go out of their way to make sure I’m happy?

When? I deserve way more then what I have.

I deserve someone whos going to make me smile at night instead of cry.

Someone who is gonna listen to ME before they listen to their ratchet friends.

Someone who respects me, someone who wants me happy wants to see me succeed .

I’m tired of this kid shit, I’m tired of these games, of these liars, of these fucking assholes taking advantage of my kind side.

Fuck everyone, maybe if i’m just a big bitch everyone will respect me.

hm? Maybe.

I’m just at my breaking point, sometimes it’s easier to not give a fuck about anyone.

It’s just me myself and I from now on.

Why am I always the one to get everyone’s shit?

when I’m the one always giving advice to those who ask,

I’m the one trying to get everyone to get along , be happy have no drama.

I’m the one always trying to be sweet and positive so everyone can be happy.

But you know what? Fuck that I’m done.

Everyone just gives me their shit, fuck you. I don’t need it.

I don’t need YOU. If all you want to do is bring me down and treat me like shit I don’t fucking need you. I really don’t .

I’m tired.

I’m tired of always feeling not good enough,

I’m tired of not being happy.

I’m tired of always worrying about something, or someone.

FUCK THAT.

I deserve to be happy, and stress free. I deserve that, I deserve the best for myself.

I deserve someone who will support me, and treat me right.

I deserve at least ONE true friend who won’t stab me in the back.

The only one’s at the point that I trust are my parents.

Through thick & thin, they’re my rocks.

… It’s just me myself & I from now on.

I’ll be my own boyfriend, I’ll create my own happiness,

I’ll make my own success. YUP